...so...why am i not dead after that car crash...

...so yes... why am i still here after the crash... i mean... the police were kinda surprised... and the towing guy thought i was sad because of who ever was driving... so... it finally hit me... that was pretty freakingly close... it would have just been 6 years earlier... but... its close enough... haha... my neck could have snapped... i think... but yes... sadly for some of you... i am still here... barely...

... i do think god has a sense of humor though... u know... how they say... all your life flashs before you... right before your death... well... u know what i saw... everything that i am going to miss due to my early departure... how fucked up is that... i mean... even at the last moments i am alive... u get teased by the one 'all knowing being' ... funny... i think... tragic as well...